Lonely
when I'm feeling lonely
I sit and wonder why
as teardrops fall upon my cheeks
I mope and continue to cry
I'm tired of being not noticed
like you dont even care
I hate this feeling despite myself
the anger forever there
you never aknowledge my wisdom
I feel worthless and weak
you try to act as if you care
but I push away your kiss upon my cheek
I cannot stand this torment
you took away my heart
forever now feeling your pain
my world has fallen apart
if you bring me turmoil
I will no longer accept
your useless mindgames
in my heart forever they crept
this loosing battle forever my weakness
no way that I'll stand by
I'm not willing to fight
why bother to even try?
you told me that you loved me
and you always would
why should I believe you?
because I never could!
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Unsteady Emotions
unsteady emotions
as they linger inside
myself unknowing
I have no place to hide
feelings being wanted
they multiply slowly
day by day
our closeness steady growing
I don't know, but I have no clue
but I'm finding that my feelings are beginning to lead to you
my heart will race
as we go in this pace
maybe one day
but not as of now
that we'll be together somehow
I cannot help it I won't fight back any longer
I must sit back
and let my heart ponder
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This Is Me
the resentful thought of loneliness
has begun to rend my heart
the tale of the times I've faltered
vestiges from the start
for every time my heart has been shattered by a stupid boy
for I am no mans asset, nor' any mans toy
I yearn to be accepted
my personality they're dumbfounded to see
but I am different unlike anybody else
my uniqeness belonging to me
so if you desire to approach me
allow me to make myself clear
if you don't admore who I am
you best not stay near!
Scared
scared to let go
not much of my heart is left
I'm afraid to show I care
inside my mind in depth
I just want someone who's worth it
but if I show I care..
will he spend his nights
wishing he was no longer there?
scared to mention his name
or my feelings will begin to unwind
afraid to search for love
ot it's the ground I will soon find.
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Make A Wish!
star light, star bright, first star I see tonight, I wish I may, I wish I might, be the girl he'll want tonight
as you held me under the stars
I looked up and made a wish
while the moon shined on us from afar
I wished to be someone to brighten your life
I wished there were more between us
I wished you would never let go and hold me tight
I felt comfort there in your arms
it made tears come to my eyes
when your near I feel no harm
it all sounds crazy
yes I know my dear
but give me a chance and take my hand
you'll see you have nothing to fear
just hold me close and look in my eyes
never let go
and I'll giev you the skies
then when it's over
and the stars come out and shine very bright
I'll tuck you in and kiss you goodnight
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